Random thoughts that flit through the mind of a semi-neurotic woman.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Just Sometimes
Having one of those days. Anxiety is creeping up on me and depression sinking in. Trying to push it out of my mind and keep myself busy. I hate these days.
Usually I can do battle with them, it has been getting easier but there are times when I falter and I feel that everything that I do means nothing. Such cryptic thoughts that are not even worthwhile mentioning.
But ah well. I'll just wait the day out. Hopefully it will all just go away.
Ah, doctors appointment today. Joy..another thing to add to my I wish this day would go away list.
We rented Ceaser, the one from HBO and I was surprised but it was quite entertaining. The plot was interesting and the characters were well formed and I know, I know, many of you out there are saying, hey it's HBO but well..I guess I don't expect much from Cable Channels. I really need to get on that bandwagon.
Other news? Nothing else really, the weekend was slow but I'm glad I had it. After working 5 days a week, getting up at the crack of dawn, it feels good to wake up at 10 am and not have to run to catch the bus.
I also finished my second Vlad Taltos book. I seriously love this series, though I had heard that the third installment is not like the others. It is told from a different perspective hence I am a bit apprehensive about it.
Besides that, nothing else is going on. School for Jay starts soon so he'll be busy once again. I sort of miss school..well..ha not really! But I do miss the classes.
We rented Ceaser, the one from HBO and I was surprised but it was quite entertaining. The plot was interesting and the characters were well formed and I know, I know, many of you out there are saying, hey it's HBO but well..I guess I don't expect much from Cable Channels. I really need to get on that bandwagon.
Other news? Nothing else really, the weekend was slow but I'm glad I had it. After working 5 days a week, getting up at the crack of dawn, it feels good to wake up at 10 am and not have to run to catch the bus.
I also finished my second Vlad Taltos book. I seriously love this series, though I had heard that the third installment is not like the others. It is told from a different perspective hence I am a bit apprehensive about it.
Besides that, nothing else is going on. School for Jay starts soon so he'll be busy once again. I sort of miss school..well..ha not really! But I do miss the classes.
My bosses crack me up. All of them came in at 9:00 am today and left at 10:30 am citing that it's friday, they want to get started on their weekends. What's the use of coming to work then? Of course I am still catching up with all the mail but at least I've entered in every last of these damn invoices.
Other news? According to Jay EA sucks. So take that EA. See his site for why. And also future buyers of Madden 07 beware.
It rained today and it was insane. The clouds just covered the sky and I swear it looked like it was 8 pm at night. It was crazy too!
I bought Jay's surprise present for him. Haha, he'll love it. I can't wait to see the look on his face when he gets it. He'll be..WTH! Okay..calm, I am at peace.
Not having such a great day today. Various things happened, and the worst part, I missed my stop and ended up in the Bronx. My metro card has 2.00 on it so I need another one and well..yeah..my day isn't going that well let's just say.
I guess I haven't been posting much since I'm on a sort of break I guess we can call it. Jay's family is visiting so we are being hosts, hopefully we're good ones.
Have been feening to buy cook books lately, no clue as to why that is so yet.
Reading and knitting, yes I knit and yes I learned how from my little sister. Knitting Jay a scarf, hopefully it will be done before his birthday.
That too, September is coming up so both our birthdays will be here soon, talk about a double celebration.
Ah, and Benji is the reigning champion of "So You Think You Can Dance!" Go Benji! I wanted him to win too, I liked him more then I like Travis, even more so then Donyelle and I liked Donyelle alot. It would have been a toss up for me between Donyelle and Benji so I am glad one of them won.
Well firs off, I almost died yesterday. Ha, yes that was my dramatic opening. But yes, let's just leave it at I was taking too strong of a medicine and it was making my blood thicken and it was a good idea t have gone to the doctors yesterday.
Other news, Dilbert! Yes, this post is funny, (It's on Jay's blog too). Check it out, his rational as to why there is terrorism in third world countries. http://dilbertblog.typepad.com/the_dilbert_blog/2006/07/heat_wave.html
Lastly, me and Jay were talking about Kevin Rose, the creator of Digg. I have never been into Digg.com but I know Jay talks about it all the time. I've decided to give it a try since I want to know how this lazy sob (haha I'm kidding) can make so much money over doing NOTHING. I want to know his secrets and to do so, I must delve into the enemies territory, therefore I am joining Digg.com.
Well, my nose bled today and it all happened because I went outside for about 5 min. That's how hot it was, hot enough that once I walked in and it started gushing. It poured right on my white skirt, so pretty much my skirt is ruined.
Other notes? Helping a friend make her mud, excited about that too.
Hoping me and Jay will go to the beach this weekend. I really want to go and get a tan this weekend. I sort of look forward to our weekend get aways so, we'll see.
That's really it. Work is work, what else is new, nada.
Welp, knew it was going to catch up to me. I have soooo many bills to pay when I do get paid it's not even funny. I'll probably be left with about 200 bucks if I'm lucky after I'm done paying off bills upon bills upon bills but at least I am paying them.
I held them off for a bit since I was oh-so broke for the past two months but well, thank god for a job (It's the only thing they are good for).
Other then that went upstate to visit my uncle Joe. Me and Jay slept over and it was fun. We went to a fair and stuff, had sushi, played with Aaron. (You can see some pics on Jay's site).
Hmm What else? Well, getting up early in the morning is becoming tedious. I feel so tired by the time 1 a.m. rolls by that I literally pass out. I suppose I could get up at 6:30 am but then I wouldn't be able to get to the gym (and I am crazy about those things.)
I haven't heard from Christine in a while (you'll remember I have her pic up in one of my blogs) though I heard she got back with M..yet again. I don't know if it's an epidemic or something, just glad I'm not dealing with that.
Baron has some wierd rash that he's getting. I'm very worried about it. We've been giving him medicine and it went away for a while but it has come back. I know it's a heat rash but we can't really do anything to eliviate it for him except try to make sure he doesn't scratch himself but..you know..baron..once you tell him no, it's a yes.
Besides that, that's all I've been doing. Ah, we're planning our trip still, going to happen around August 10th so it should be worth it. I can't wait.
About Me: A graduate of Hunter College with a B.A. in American Literature. I flit around from various arts, games, blogs just sampling. Haven't really settled on anything yet.
I enjoy spending time with my tormentor, Jay and his dog Baron Von Doom (yes, that's his full name).
